I can’t do this anymore, acting like I don’t fucking care while I can’t get over you even if I try so hard.
I’m feeling like a shit these days and I’m sorry if I hurt someone but I have to find a way to forget you like you already did.
The real problem is that I’m not sure you did, I’m not sure of anything ‘cause It’s like you have a fucking personality disorder my dear.
Yesterday I’ve been to a party of a friend of mine, one of the closest that I have, It was amazing! I met a lot of people but this morning my head was a mess and I felt really bad but It wasn’t for the drinks ‘cause I just took a few cocktails.. I just found out that I am an awful person and that I fucking miss you.